Contemplation

Oh my, I have not been very good in the healthy food department.  I have not had any candy though since January 1st and have resisted it's siren call.  Yesterday I was out for a walk with my husband and I said, "I feel like some chocolate." He said. "No you don't." And we just kept walking.  That was good.  I didn't feel inclined to argue.  I was ok without it.  Note that my husband is not a domineering sort and has never said anything about my weight.  I told him some time ago not to get me any candy, even if I ask. 

I've had a lot of time on my hands lately.  When I'm not reading, crafting or watching TV, I contemplate and think about my life and what I want to do with it.  I know I have an opportunity to try something else.  But sometimes I don't think I have the courage... which is why I'm still looking for a full time job in my area of expertise.  

I'm a procrastinator at the champion level.  I have some writing projects that I could be working on, fabric all cut out for projects, crochet dolls half made and books at various stages of being read.   I've also just registered for a college course on nutrition and health.  Despite being over-weight, I know a lot about nutrition.  It's the application that eludes me.  Maybe the educational approach will help!